What brings me peace
May 18, 2022
I curl up, turn on taylor swift
I look out my window and stare up at the moon
I hold my moonstone rock
Sitting in my book nook staring at my favorites
I am in this moment where I am at most peace with myself
Sitting with myself
In my ears “the 1” by taylor swift
This moment reminds me of a moment from a book
The only light in the room is coming from the full moon
The sounds of the outside consume me, the sounds of nature
My most prized possessions come from nature, my rocks
I am centered, my body lay upon the rocks
I did this for myself
Laying with nature
I feel heartbreak, like early Taylor swift
The reflection in the ocean of the moon
This is the moment I dreamt of from “We were liars”, my favorite book
I collect my books
Pick a new member of my collection, the prettiest fragment of a rock
Leaving my soul with the full moon
The air smells lonely, I am never more by myself
The next song enters my ears, “seven” by Taylor Swift
I take one last moment with the nature
The wind pushes my hair out of my face, it is incredible how it all works, the nature
I think back to the books from my childhood, the things that started it all, the books
“August” by Taylor Swift
I center my body once again on my walk back, held tightly in my hand the new rock
The song reminds me of losing everything, even the things within you, losing myself
The brightest light in my soul, the moon
The coming days, it is no longer full, it is waning. What was once a full moon is now a slowly emptying moon
It is funny the way this whole things works, the way nature changes us, the way we change nature
I changed myself
At least that is what I would like to believe, nothing changes you like a book
Peace comes from the nature surrounding us, it makes sense for the rocks to be connected
The peace that comes from Taylor Swift